A gun to the side of your head, pull tight the noose around your neck, it must feel good to know you can take your life tonight. (Burn your own bodies a cowards way out, but that’s always been your fashion.) I will leave and when I return you won’t be here, regret not saying these words, I love you/I miss you. Missing for years never found, a story with no end in sight. I will close the door on you, I will wash my hands of this, I will mess. I will drown my fears in your blood. I saw you die tonight, I saw your body burning, I saw the snow fall and bury your bones. If I could pray I wouldn’t pray for you. I have nothing you can take from me. I can’t think of words to explain how I need you here, I’ll say it out loud. I hear you/I’m listening. Sadness is a disease I feel it just like you. Don’t be so selfish you must hear me out. (Always backing away from the final battle Throwing in the towel at ever opportunity. You’ll never amount to anything. Better off taking the easy route The words of a true spoken coward. Man the fuck up and hit the wall head on. Give me the gun I’ll pull the fucking trigger myself.)
credits
from Words, Fights, Liars and Life,
released October 3, 2014
Guest vocals performed by Joel Adams and Josh LeMescam of The Stratagem.
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